Tuesday, November 6, 2007

Today found me feeling a little stressed....

It's getting dark. The thought of little to no light is concerning me....deeply. The cold. Not the cold....the damned wind chill. Cant even open my mouth without getting tooth-chill. The sun hasn't shone in near a week now. Just want to sleep every morning til the sun comes up, and then I cant drag myself out of bed. What am I doing here. What was I thinking? I want out. This was a bad idea. If something doesn't change, I am going to loose it! They say it's only $400.00 bucks to fly to Hawaii. Get me out of this frigid hell so I can think straight again. They tell me to keep busy with things and I'll make the winter just fine. Just fine. I want to go back to bed now. I'm cold. It's cold. The humanity of it! It's just a good thing I have my family to keep me straight. Tomorrow may bring salvation....or some sunlight....or warmth.....something better than today. I just love ALASKA. Hogwash! Get me outa here.....

1 comment:

"Jenks" said...

just checking in to see if things have gotten any better. So do you at least get full moons that will give you some light?
The weather has been about the same here. It rained Sat night into Sun and snowed a little in Bear Valley but not enough to close the pass. Still waiting for our cold to get here.
How is the real estate life coming along? I asked a realtor about your questions and she said no they aren't called the licensee's and they still have to do umpteen hours before they get their license.